Let me tell you a story...

Let me tell you a story of what's on my mind.


SHE met HIM in an unusual way. They became friends. She was a friend of his friends and he was a friend of her friends. They talked, laughed, cried. He shared his sorrows and problems to her. And she willingly listened an comforted him.

As days passed, they were becoming distant to each other. He found other friends whom he was more comfortable to talk to. And she...was jealous. She wanted to be the one he can always share his sorrows. The one he can always talk to. Just like the old days. She felt that she doesn't know him that much. She also wanted to know him more. What he likes, what he doesn't like. What makes him happy and what makes him sad.

The kind of relationship they had was just a normal friend-to-friend relationship. HE thinks of HER as a friend. SHE thinks of HIM as a friend too. But she wants to be more than friends.




To be continued...

LSS

I'm having a LSS.
I just can't stop listening to these 2 songs. :]


Because I'm a Girl

I love this song. It's sad. The video is touching. It's like you don't have to know what the lyrics means, you understand the feeling of the song. I literally cried while watching it. It's the kind of romantic but not cheesy video. It was an old song by KISS. I dunno though where they are now.





Let it Out

Really really great song!! I discovered this song by watching FULL METAL ALCHEMIST BROTHERHOOD. (Yes. I'm an anime freak. XD) I love Miho's voice. It's not the usual voice I hear from Japanese singers (girls), you know, the squeaky voice. I get annoyed at those kind of voice. Well, not all. Her voice is amazing. The song is about how she is trying to encourage someone to open up about their personal problems and that she's there to support him/her. Yeah, something like that. :]

School Rants.

I don't like what's happening to our school.
There's just too many things going on. It's all getting out of hand.

Some rules are just unreasonable, IMO.

Though I haven't had any violations, YET. And I dun plan on getting one.
I've been really careful.

This week is our enrollment week but we haven't cleared our clearances.
The process is too slow. >_<


Gahh...I want these all to end now.
It's so tiring.

Sem Break

2 more days and...ta-daan! sem break baby~ kkk~ ^^

i'm very excited! but right now, i'm cramming for our exams! grrr~

it's okay. there's only 4 more left. ^^

i dunno how long our sem break will last. maybe 2-3 weeks??

whooo~ can't wait!

and oh! i re-installed oovoo! today, i cammed with twinny (CarinaJung) and April!

We had so much fun! there were food all over us! lool XD CJ started it! lol

wooo~ I missed oovoo'ing with then. it's been a while. ^^

I like your smile...

...even though it's not meant for me.



It's really amazing how a simple smile can make other people happy.

Lately, i've been seeing you in school with those kids.
Hmm. Looks like you're having fun. Today, I saw you pinched her cheeks.
I blushed. No, not because I was jealous or something. I blushed, cause I imagined myself as that girl. How sweet, right? Yeah, that would be sweeter if it was for real.
It was silly when I found out I was smiling at myself. :D Your smile is so addictive. I couldn't help but smile the whole day. You made my day.



They say, "If you smile at someone, they might smile back."
But every time I smile at you,you didn't smile back at me.
Oh wait. You used to smile back at me. But what happened?

Did you change? But why? Did i do something wrong?
Psshh...what would i have done wrong to you when I couldn't even approach you. -_-


Anyways, it's cool.
I don't hate you. I think I would never will.


So like, what I'm trying to say is...SMILE.
Coz it's the only thing you can do for now that will make me happy.
Of course, without you knowing it.

Your smile. Even though it's not for me, i still like it. i LOVE it. :D